BROKEN HEARTED

Why weren’t you there  you should have been
You weren’t there
When I told my family you would be!
My knight in shining amour
needed treating for rusty overnight
My so called soul mate had
forgotten he had another half!
 
Oh how I wish you had been there!
Through all my tremors and my pain
When my life had lost all meaning
my mind was in  such distress
I wandered around like a ghost
 
I always thought that you would be
‘The One’ to sleigh my dragons
You raised me from the fiery pits
of hell
rocked me back to health
Safely in your arms
only to push me back in
loving you was my sin
 
You weren’t here at the cold dawn
Warm arms wrapped around me.
It was not your car I heard
As I staggered to the window
Eyes swollen from grief and loss
 
The voice I heard through sedation
In the hospital, was not yours
You were not arriving
To take me to home
Your lies came to trick
 
I would have walked on broken glass
Stared Lucifer in his face
Starved and suffered just to know
You were alright, not left your side
From daybreak to daybreak
 
But oh my God! No matter how I view it
No matter how I try to analyze
Your sudden withdrawal from my loving arms
The facts that speak for themselves
You weren’t there!  
You were with your other family instead.
The broken me, lays upon the floor.
Tricked, torn and tattered,
How did I not know.
You were the Lucifer in my bed.
my poor shattered corpse lays cast aside
My poor broken heart.