Through out The Years

Through out my life
Thinking back through the years
Remembering just some, alot of mistakes I made
I took your love for granted
I'm not proud to say
Being completely selfish, just thinking of myself
Trying now to give back, all the love you gave
Still giving us today
We put you through alot
I'm sure, nights you couldn't sleep
How can I make thinks ok
Times all you could do was pray
Always beside, sometimes behind
Backing with love and support
Giving us advice, trying to help
Only if I could go back, I'd listen
When it came to us you knew best
Always done the best job you could
Know we didn't make it easy, yet never turned us away
You have always put us first
Always knew I could talk to you, when no one else
Alot times your all I had, no one else would listen
Wish I'd talked more, less mistakes I'd made
Mom, I just want to say I'm sorry
Remembering times I treated you bad
All the screaming and yelling, hurts to believe was me
The way I acted, my fits of rage
All my lies, things that didn't add up
I couldn't even keep straight
All the things I shouldn't have said
I remember what I did
I was raised better, you taught me right
Always me blaming my temper, a poor excuse
Hope I never again have to make
I feel closer today than yesterday, we're closer than ever before
Again mom I'm sorry, but know you done forgave
Hopefully now I can start to forgive myself
I love you mom
 
GBW