spicy chilis

pop 1,2,3 maybe even 4.

into my mouth.

it burns but, who cares?

i don't, sure as hell don't.

no water, i stay there.

the easiest way of cutting, what a wimp.

what a baby, can't even use a real knife.

how does a real knife really feel?

i'm to scared to try.

i don't deserve to be scared.

just take the damn knife already!

so i take another chili pepper.

i cry. i sweat.

is it working yet? am i one step closer to leaving?

am i almost gone?

how many more? it would be quicker with a knife.

but i'm to scared to try.

what a wimp, it echos in my mind.