ready to jump

Standing at the edge of my will,
looking down towards the future with hands of past ready to compel.
The last tear departs of kind, carried away by the dry wind,
The heart chokes with courage for one last time. An empty smile stretches in my face, a last laugh on the face of death, as I am ready to jump.
Others see in a loser in this story
Guess again for iam a winner in my own way to glory,
It won't matter if I take the leap or not
For I have forfeited my tomorrow very young. So u know why I have to take this jump.
As the struggle of this world is not for me to clung. with my last deep breath I prepare my self for this will be my last act , I hope I get the fatal review.
Can u tell the world for me that I am not sad for this tragedy, just I am exhausted by the people that are dead inside, I am going to a place of far side, for a new venture of dreams