Final Bow

Final Bow

The house is clean,
The animals have care.
I stare at my reflection,
Cold eyes stare back.
I have tried for too long
Cant find a reason not to.

Don't think too long
Dont think too hard
Push down, pull back.
It is done now.

Chrimson tides flow.
Mezmorizing my eyes
Destracting my thoughts.
Streaming down quickly
My reflection smiles at me.

It will be over soon.
No more pain,
No more hurt.
In my next life it will be better.
I will be a good mother
I will be worthy to others.

Never to be shamed
Never to be blamed.
Rejection I will never see.
Everybody will love me.

My head so light
The room so cold
Sit on the floor now
It is taking hold.

You have fought a good battle

My vision is blackening...
Now draw the curtain,
as I take my final bow.