Stuck in a moment

I Still remember your name
I'll never be the same
As my mind goes to a time and place
Remembering your voice and your face

Why did this have to be?
The end of you and me
I am sorry for anything I have done
I honestly though you where the one

Guilt is all that remains in me
For many reasons I shall never find peace or be free
From the first time I seen your eyes
It was love at first sight, only I could realize

Pain and agony
As my mind drifts lost at sea
Feeling empty and sad
Reminiscing about all the good times we had

Trying to move on but why?
For someone else to crush me and suck my emotions dry
It is a long and lonely road
Traveling solo carrying a heavy load

Yet I can't drink this away
It will only come back another day
Still sober and still suffering in my mind
Only for relief I am out to find

To give love with no return
Only patience can soothe the burn
If only people can see
The true side of me