Nonexistent

I knew it would come to this,
It was just a matter of time.
Today I have one final wish,
To end the loneliness inside.

I feel unconnected to this life,
Like I'm living beside myself.
A lone shadow within the night,
An emptiness like nothing else.

There's only so much I can take,
I can't continue feeling this alone.
I feel as if I've been mentally raped,
Depression is what I've ever known.

I think about killing myself every day,
I've made a noose already in my room.
I'm preparing for the end with no dismay,
I have to go now,I'll be nonexistent soon.