Are you tired

You'd softly rub my skin
Always wanted to touch me
Rub me
Most nights you even rubbed me with lotion
You always wanted me
Then slowly it stopped
Now you don't even want to kiss me sometimes
You have your days,
When you'll treat me like you use to do
We'd take surprise trips
You'd give me gifts
Then she came down
Just for awhile
You made me leave
Just for a while
But you told me to come back
So I came running
But your not the same
I thought it was because of her
But she's been gone
And your still not the same
You don't want to touch me like you used to
You don't talk to me like you used to
We don't do anything together like we used to
You make excuses
Lots and lots of excuses
But I think I know
I think your tired of me
Do I not do enough for you?!
Do I not make sure you have weed to smoke, somthing to drink, food to eat, gas to go places?!?
Do I not do everything you ask?
You said your gonna marry me
You say your goin to love me
But when?
Are you tired of me?
Am I not her?
You lie to me all the time
It's always the small things tho
"Oh, don't worry I'll do this for you"
"Oh I'm just goin to simmesport I won't be long"(doesn't come home for hrs)
"I'll fuck you tonight"(teases me all day)
"I love you" I always seem to say it back


Are you tired of me doin everything for you?
Are you tired of me trying to love you?
Or are you just tired of me all together?
I don't want to leave the good days make up for the bad
But how much longer will I be able to handle you