In my head

It wasn't much of a life to me. I wanted it to end.
Before this conclusion my life felt like a dull farewell.
The outside feeling of wearing clothing on the inside and having my body exposed.
I can hardly remember a time I felt normal around anyone.
My teachers use to say "she got so much potential if only "
I am your lable
Freak , boring , depressing , antisocial.

Don't wanna grow up just wanna get out
Just take me away

All alone sitting in the fear of my darkness.
I cannot do this.. I don't deserve love.
Not worthy
It's better this way