Beauty

I'm a beautiful girl
In a fucked up world  
I'm a treasure amongst meaningless shit
I'm a truth in a whole
I live without soul
Trust me, I'm broken
I'm chipping away.
 
I'm a beautiful girl
I'm perfection to a tee
I'm blown in a blast of jealousy
I have a lesser troubling me
I'm a mind in a box
I'm selfish, I'm a fox
The people around me
Gather with squinty eyes
 
I'm a beautiful girl
I'm a fading gem being chipped away
I'm lost in a paradigm  
Gold for a superficial mind
I'm lazy and difficult to please
I'm aware this perfection  
Is a debilitating disease
 
I'm a beautiful girl
I am hated for reasons;
There are none.
I'm forgotten by those that judge  
Looks and not character
I'm a good person
But I am lonely  
My people; lost friends
Disowned me.
I'm at battle for good company
I am used for simple urges.
Because I'm  not beautiful
I'm just worthless  
 
There's a beautiful girl
She's hollow like a hole
There is anguish in her eyes
There is sadness in her soul
She is beautiful,  
She is sweet,
Her heart is broken
She is alone
And she will be loved by none