Stay Gracious

Dear boys and girls  
I want to pour my love into your soul    
let you know  
you are my godsent angels  
how much I value your arrival  
hope you can feel it all  
   
Seems obviously clear  
you have been trying  
to deprive me of my grace  
flattering yourselves that  
making me crazy is funny;  
however, I detect your conspiracy  
penetrate your disguise  
pretend it’s no biggie    
   
As a child    
I had no privilege  
speaking at will in class    
was one of my luxury dreams  
I just wonder why you are confident  
you can learn well  
by chatting while I am instructing  
well, let’s say it’s true  
listening to your teacher is a great virtue  
   
I decide not to raise eyebrows  
walk with balance and poise  
when you make trouble  
your unspent energy is a magic  
often made me feel tragic  
but still my sweet heart  
when you are down  
I will be a clown  
when you shed tears  
I will be the good cheer    
   
When the night falls  
with my eyes closed  
I can’t help but think of your poses  
your provoking questions  
often shock me to death  
your gruff voices and sharp laughter  
always linger in my ears  
the naïve faces with slippery smiles  
project signals to me  
to pay attention to at all times  
thanks to you guys  
How thrilling my daily life is  
   
However honestly    
you are not the needy ones  
who are being rescued    
I am just the one actually  
who needs your help to change  
I don’t want a healer any more  
because I am myself own cure  
there is a lesson to learn  
how to face challenges  
and still stay gracious