Going cold

I can't be what you want
And I can never give you up
We pick and bicker
Then next were making love

Why are we so stubborn
why can't we give it up
You say you will
and be done with us
Breaking my heart each time a little  more
But then we  return to us once more

How much can I take of this
 is it worth the shit
Worth the headaches and stress
The restless nights alone thinking of her sexy lips on his


Was she just torturing me
Was I just giving in
Being what she wanted me to be
When we argue these thoughts run thru my head endlessly

Now I'm numb I think
You don't care what I think
Always turning your back on me
Next time you leave
Don't come back to me