Live it or Let it go

In my life you once came
Then like the wind you were gone
My heart ached, my body hurt
Where did you go
Not a word, not a clue
I searched a way to move on
But you were always on my mind
Love came but it never felt the same
Other women did not measure up, they just weren't teh same
I tried to let you go
In my mind you stayed
In my heart you laid
Marriages came and left me alone
Seemed always empty
But your memories still remained
Where were you I never knew
Now many years later in my life you came
Thus it Reignited such a flame
A lot of lust and passion, we both sure feel
Should I put my whole heart in it
Or should I just let go
For in my mind I have to wonder
Will you stay or will you go
So I ask myself these few words
Should I live it or should I let go