Caught the feels

Once again im overthinking
Here I am, obsessed with truth
Just a moment and everything changes
Just an instance and everything's new

I'm hard pressed for the answers
I'm searching myself to the core
These delicate wings of destruction
Have left me breathless on the floor

I've weighed every thought and opinion
I've considered every possible choice
I'm terrified to trust myself
I have no confidence in my own voice

Though I bloom in the shadow of repression
Should I destroy what hasn't come to pass?
Part of me is locked in passion
Part of me is trapped in the past