Hurricane

Why are you trying to fix me?
Can't you just leave me be?
I'm nothing but a burden.
Someone that needs to take a look back at what she's done.
I've caused a storm more violent then a hurricane.
Making it rain,  
I destroyed your life.
I don't deserve to be your wife.
Just take a knife and shove it in my guts
Let me bleed out then sew me shut

Stop trying to fix someone who can't be saved.
I know you're just trying to be brave
But I am not charity.
Know that I have clarity
In who I am and in who you are.
You try to pry
But I know you wouldn't even dare
To get your hands dirty in the shit storm that is me.
I'd make you scream, make you cry.
I'd even make you want to die.

Sounds selfish and oh so cruel?
Wow, I didn't take you for a fool.
I'm doing you a favor by not letting you be my savior.
I'd blow you away worse than Irma,
So please let go because I really don't want to hurt you.