Loneliness

To wake every day is a lonely task,
Just a normal conversation is to much to ask,
I sit in my chair and the windows my view,
My wife passed away theres no more me and you,
My meals are equally frozen there bagged for one meal,
Has i silently eat hoping this pain isnt real,
The days are getting harder my legs dont want to move,
My health deteriorates fast not much a day improves,
My vision now is much shorter tunnel vision is what i see,
Losing you has changed my life its slowly killing me,
So all i have is family and a house no longer a home,
My angel in heaven please wait for me im coming so we aren't alone,
No more growing for me im dying of a broken heart,
I spread my wings to fly to you it killed me being apart....