Beyond Understanding

I don't understand  
I can't understand  
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 Too many assumptions    
Far too many Notions  
For an enormous amount of -------------gaps-------------- to fill  
   
Maybe there's Nothing  
Maybe there's Something  
Maybe there's Everything  
   
But I'm way too Exhausted to keep  
Perceiving  
      Digging    
Sensing  
   
         .... .. .... ........ ... .... ..... ....  
   
   
From this Grey Space    
 I will be no more  
 Let the loose Ends Extricate  
 Away  
Far off  
The time has come for me to Go  
   
But first of All;  
Here: Take It All  *