Jealousy

Jealousy, like millions of ants speeding through my body.
Trying to get you off my mind by picking up another new hobby.
You're like boiling hot lava rapidly flowing through my veins.
Squeezing on my head like you're about to squeeze out my brains.

Jealousy, the worst type of insecurity.
Ripping away all my good traits and making me feel absolute fury.
It's the only thing that makes me feel more than one emotion.
Scattering every one of my rational thoughts like an atomic explosion.

Jealousy, I've never experienced you until now, but I hate you.
Making me think of all these things I don't want to.
You make my imagination brutally gruesome and morbid.
You give me the never ending feeling of being broken hearted..

JEALOUSY, I FUCKING DESPISE YOU AND SO DOES EVERY OTHER MAN.
But if it wasn't for you, I wouldn't be human..

Jealousy, maybe you're what I really need.
Making me feel a growth of emotions in my head, you're just a sprouting seed..