Only, perhaps

i pulled the trigger,
head flying up as lift my head from my arms,

then rubbing my eyes, still open, until skin and dust grind,

It's a new day.

So I'm in my pint to wake and unwind,
yes -  i did sober up, but i did it to slip space, peace and/of mind, so,
you,
 don't worry worship like mine.  

Don't love me,
you,
this far
think,
I'm going to lose you as you read my state of mind.

WOW - YOUR IN THE ZONE.

not satans lick - not metronome.......................

I wrote that last line for you...

(as it took least rhythming (not a word (as it's rhythm) - that i thought i could do)