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F__Kers
Fuck the man who was supposed to build me up, but instead tore me down.
Who raped my in the name of love and left behind a poor broken child who hated himself, thinking he had destroyed what they had.
Fuck my parents who were supposed to protect me from the dark, but were too tied up in themselves to see my pain.
Who never saved me from the worst monsters of all, the ones that walk in the light.
Fuck the shrink who was supposed to fix me after the pain pushed me to suicide, but was too arrogant to know that he never found my tattered soul.
Who never brought a tear to my eye, because his soft life never taught him of the demons that abound.
Fuck my friend who was supposed to be my ally, but was too tied up in satisfying his own needs to recognize mine.
Who sucked from me all I had to give, then sent me reeling away, a husk unwanted.
Fuck my wife who was supposed to be my safe harbor, but who could never lower her walls to let me in.
Who was so strong in her fortress, she could never recognize the broken little boy that still lived inside of me.
Fuck this life and all the Fuckers in it who tore me asunder and walked away from the fractured facsimile of a person I have become.
Who needs this fucking world anyway, I am out of here!!!
Who raped my in the name of love and left behind a poor broken child who hated himself, thinking he had destroyed what they had.
Fuck my parents who were supposed to protect me from the dark, but were too tied up in themselves to see my pain.
Who never saved me from the worst monsters of all, the ones that walk in the light.
Fuck the shrink who was supposed to fix me after the pain pushed me to suicide, but was too arrogant to know that he never found my tattered soul.
Who never brought a tear to my eye, because his soft life never taught him of the demons that abound.
Fuck my friend who was supposed to be my ally, but was too tied up in satisfying his own needs to recognize mine.
Who sucked from me all I had to give, then sent me reeling away, a husk unwanted.
Fuck my wife who was supposed to be my safe harbor, but who could never lower her walls to let me in.
Who was so strong in her fortress, she could never recognize the broken little boy that still lived inside of me.
Fuck this life and all the Fuckers in it who tore me asunder and walked away from the fractured facsimile of a person I have become.
Who needs this fucking world anyway, I am out of here!!!
Published 31st Jul 2017
| Edited 13th Jul 2018
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22nd Jul 2020 10:23am
I know how much the world sucks... When you need ppl, there aren't any around you...no one to listen to you or understand you
24th Jul 2020 5:06am
Thank you for reading my work. I feel that you understand exactly what I am saying. Those feelings can make the nights very dark and long. I wrote this a few years ago and learned how to help myself some, but the darkness can still come for me.
6th Sep 2020 2:41pm
FELT. We never fully heal from our childhood wounds, do we? We just learn how to cope, and rise above it... at least, that's how I feel.
This is such a raw write, so apt, so beautifully expressed, in a fitting tone.
This is such a raw write, so apt, so beautifully expressed, in a fitting tone.
6th Sep 2020 4:46pm
No, I don’t think we ever truly do. And when years and decades pass before you start trying to cope it makes for a hard adjustment.
Yes, this definitely brought up hurt, anger, and resentment which I think came through clearly.
Yes, this definitely brought up hurt, anger, and resentment which I think came through clearly.
