Notebook Clips #4 (Fuck You)

How could you do this to me?
 
With such disregard.
 
You blame me and hate me and turn it back on me and you still want more?
I just want to shoot myself and send you the video recording of it.
 
I fucking you!!
You ruined my entire life and I don't think I can ever forgive you now.
 
You jumped ship, and started sailing under black flags, with a new crew, and a new captain to boot
 
How can we ever recover from this??
 
You've poisoned the ground water and irradiated the food we grew together. You stole my family, Broke my heart and in the same day had the very friend I sent to comfort you.  
 
How dare you!?
 
I did everything for you! I gave you a home, and nourishment, and love, and attention, and time... I even gave you a child, and when it miscarried I still stayed with you.  
 
I still love you...
 
I'm just so far beyond insulted that I'm wounded now. Aching like a sore.  
 
Why do you still choose to lash out at me?
 
I loved you more then anybody.
And you fucking gave up on me and moved on like I was nothing to you.  
 
How could you?!
 
Your just a whore to me now and low and behold there you are asking me for money again
 
How fucking suiting of a cheap trick.
 
...You sure fooled me, Nina. But now, you will know what it means to be "given up on"
 
While you reach out to me, I'll he letting go of you.
Prepare to experience life on a volume you were not ready to handle
 
I'm done.





Written and published by Nameless_Traveler   -- Andrew Frans Robert Kerklaan