The way I feel tonight.

The way I feel tonight..
Wanting to give up this dramatic fight.
Feeling like it’s all in turmoil,
I can feel my blood rage and boil.

The way he would say my name.
I would stand under his glory and fame.
Dwelling on my forsaken past.
Praying that this pain won’t last.

He threw me away like he didn’t ever care.
I am broken under his vicious glare.
I used to be so happy and free.
Let me go home; My unrelenting plea.

I tried so long to fake a smile.
I pretended to be alive for the longest while.
Left for dead, and all alone.
My pathetic cover was blown.

I have to endure this cruel torture,
And live with the cold shoulder,
This friendship will never be the same,
The demons are the villains to blame.

Stone cold heart.
Poisoned by a murderous dart.
Numb and forgotten soul,
This relationship was such an expensive toll.

Kill me now, watch me perish,
Continue on with your life. That pride will flourish
No time to revive me. Just a worthless misfit.
Rejection defines. No time for a forfeit.

Listen to my love song
Identify what went wrong.
Farwell to the believers, see you in hell.
Everyone lives. I just fell.