Me, myself and my others

I smell sulphur, what can this be?
...oh, you know, you're in hell stevieb.
huh, what? I don't deserve this!
...oh, sure you do, always stirring up shit.

Come on, what the hell,
what the fuck did I do?
I've cleaned up my act,
and been nice to you.

I've been good, I know about karmic debt,
I've stopped creating more, and am cleaning up what's left.
Come on, please, give me a break!
...too late stevieb, you're making mistakes.

Seriously, look! I haven't been bad,
...then explain this sieco person, with the spray cans.
-from in the back- is a loud "it's me!"
I just can't grow up at all, hehe!
I'm the cause of half of your problems, don't you know,
I get away with everything, I'm fuckin sieco!

oh my God, is there anything else?,
why yes Mr. Bertrand, there's lots of carnage left...
and don't use that name here, it doesn't belong,
I don't give a fuck how you write your songs.
While it's on my mind, let's talk about your shit,
always writing about pain, and cutting your wrists.

No, wait! You can see I'm changing,
I've completely changed the way I'm behaving!
Mr. Bertrand, I completely disagree,
I think your masking with love, and so does he...

he? oh, who the fuck are you?,
my name is delyrius, and I've screwed you too.
Sleepless nights in the alleys, upping wheatpastes?,
you can't blame *that* on your drug addict traits.

You see Mr. Bertrand, how things are still bad?,
or do you want to go back when you blamed your crimes on your dad?
...Jesus Christ!!! ...whoops, I forgot,
please no more fire, it's already fuckin hot!
I never blamed absolutely nothin on him.
...no you might not have, but your subconscious did.
You used him as justification, as an excuse,
I know I shouldn't, but I'm pinning it on you.

How many people am I? What the fuck is going on?,
I feel like I don't know myself at all,
ok stevieb, let's get a grip,
...Mr Bertrand, talking to your persona is getting you nowhere quick.
...Talking third person? I don't do that!
...oh yes you do, and your friends have my back.
...are you an idiot? You can't trust them!
All they ever do is try to love me to death!
How can you put faith in someone so positive,
when you are the master of hate and sin?

You have a point Mr. Bertrand,
...ya of course I do, now shut the fuck up,
because I'm not through.
I've been cold, and I"ve been to hell too,
now feel the wrath that I can unleash on you.

sieco, grab the cans and get ready to spray,
delyrius, roll him in paper and drown him with paste,
stevieb, prepare to write something positive again,
now feel free to be me, and fuck him with your pen.

ok, look, look

I may not be the best person on earth,
but I know there's a reason, for my birth.
I do know about karma, and I'm careful how I tread,
purposefully not creating more, and cleaning up what's left.
I do have a heart, and I do have love,
of course there are days I feel I don't do enough.
But that's for me to decide, not for anyone to judge,
besides, those that judge, are themselves not of love.

I'm doing my best, yet I know I could do better,
but I've just gone with the flow, not a goal setter.
I know I'm changing, I feel the love in me,
the more days go by, the more I believe.

I really am happy, with all that's going on,
awake and energetic, before the break of dawn.
I work very hard, remaining in positivity,
so I can help raise global vibration, consciously.

All I need is love, and to be surrounded by light,
to dance over obstacles, that used to be fights.
I really feel I'm changing, for all that is great,
a slow process indeed, but this love eradicated my hate.

© Steve Bertrand, stevieb, sieco, delyrius, Satan 2k110726