Healer

Sometimes I just feel so frangible  
like drowning in the troubled water.  
I wouldn’t speak to a psychologist  
I wouldn’t look for a specialist  
I wouldn’t go to a therapist  
I wouldn’t take a pain killer  
even though I am having a bad headache.  
Would you be my healer, and  
help me get out of the trouble?  
 
My dear student Eric  
you have to give me a break!  
Have you realized that  
when hearing your voice  
my temples are banging  
my knuckles are aching  
my muscles are twisting  
my cells are deforming.  
 
The noise he makes is cracking loud  
like a thunder hit a cloud  
As he is around  
I couldn’t avoid hearing his hoarse voice.  
He broke his throat for asking more  
and for fear that others wouldn’t hear him  
insistently, intentionally never ever give in  
until I put up the white flag to stop his roar.  
 
Would you be my healer  
shut his mouth when he keeps yelling teacher, faster  
seal his lips when he is doing my awkward incident disclosure  
refresh his mind when he is disturbed by a trivial matter  
comfort his heart when he frets and fumes with his nature  
open his ears when he chatters in class with his neighbor  
cease his anger when he gets exasperated by his brother.  
 
Be my healer,  
because I grow sicker and weaker.  
hold my hands when I am stressed out.  
listen to me when I am having a complaint.  
give me a hug when my body shakes with resentment.  
take my part when I am going to fall apart.  
 
My Lord  
I need you!  
Be my healer  
no more delay  
faster!  
 
Written by RoseJasmine