Erase me

Can't shake the memory
Of every
time i lacked a balls to say "im falling, can you help me?"
Fell into a hole where I spent hours contemplating
I can't breathe
its much to deep
My body is decaying
Run but no ones chasing
Dying to escape PLEASE!
Voices in my head keep screaming "YOU CANNOT ERASE ME!"

YOU CANNOT ERASE ME
I AM WHAT YOU MADE ME
Just let go of EVERYTHING
Its obvious you're FAKING

Dead, but who's complaining?

I wana be the ball in your throat
The slur when you speak
The lock in your jaw
And your bones when you feel weak
I can be the knot in your stomach
You'll see, You're not so tough
I'll be the foil that covers your windows
When it's just not dark enough