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No Tomorrow
when you find the one
isn't that happily ever after?
not every moment is bliss
and frankly, I fought more than most
you see, darling...
some things were meant to be
thankfully that was not you and me
and I may hate my lover at times
but I would take a bullet for her
not trying to be mean
I'm just getting tired of explaining
so let me say it clearly
if you need a friend, I'm here
and that's as far as we go
I do try to be the good guy
but I'm just a man after all
still falling into foolish games
when will I grow up?
realizing I'm just fucked
there's no winning
ladykilla is born to break some hearts
so to whom it my concern
I made my choices
and you made yours
sorry if I'm not the guy that you thought
but you're not exactly the girl that I want, ether
maybe goodbye isn't that hard to say
when we only talk about how I fucked up
my patience only goes so far
my care will eventually run out
now tell me...
how far do you want to take this?
because all I really needed was a friend
not some secondary lover
yeah, I was there for you
and you were there for me too
doesn't mean I'm going to give up everything
for a chance at a love I never needed
still I asked you to stay in my life
and maybe that was wrong of me
knowing how feelings are
common sense ain't so common these days
It takes more to ride the high road
when everyone has pride
In being spineless assholes
Is my home and family really enough?
Is it enough to kill the loneliness inside?
somedays yes and some days no
truth is I'm fake
truth is I'm a hatful fuck
behide these caring eyes of mine, is darkness
that's something I leaned to accept
just like I needed to accept
our so called "forever friends"
ends here
isn't that happily ever after?
not every moment is bliss
and frankly, I fought more than most
you see, darling...
some things were meant to be
thankfully that was not you and me
and I may hate my lover at times
but I would take a bullet for her
not trying to be mean
I'm just getting tired of explaining
so let me say it clearly
if you need a friend, I'm here
and that's as far as we go
I do try to be the good guy
but I'm just a man after all
still falling into foolish games
when will I grow up?
realizing I'm just fucked
there's no winning
ladykilla is born to break some hearts
so to whom it my concern
I made my choices
and you made yours
sorry if I'm not the guy that you thought
but you're not exactly the girl that I want, ether
maybe goodbye isn't that hard to say
when we only talk about how I fucked up
my patience only goes so far
my care will eventually run out
now tell me...
how far do you want to take this?
because all I really needed was a friend
not some secondary lover
yeah, I was there for you
and you were there for me too
doesn't mean I'm going to give up everything
for a chance at a love I never needed
still I asked you to stay in my life
and maybe that was wrong of me
knowing how feelings are
common sense ain't so common these days
It takes more to ride the high road
when everyone has pride
In being spineless assholes
Is my home and family really enough?
Is it enough to kill the loneliness inside?
somedays yes and some days no
truth is I'm fake
truth is I'm a hatful fuck
behide these caring eyes of mine, is darkness
that's something I leaned to accept
just like I needed to accept
our so called "forever friends"
ends here
Published 27th Jun 2017
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Anonymous
27th Jun 2017 9:06am
i am quietly left with my fingers laid lingering
vertically across my lips.
sighing deep thoughts, a tinge of sharp pain
and yet admixed with many emotions
vertically across my lips.
sighing deep thoughts, a tinge of sharp pain
and yet admixed with many emotions
27th Jun 2017 9:17am
27th Jun 2017 11:03am
Some friendships will cost you more than what they're actually worth. 🤕🤐🔫
I guess... you just have to weigh up what you're truly willing to lose.
I guess... you just have to weigh up what you're truly willing to lose.
29th Jun 2017 7:09am
Unfortunately that's true. Some friends become poison to other relationships. It's best to let go and move forward. Thanks for reading 🤗
27th Jun 2017 2:43pm
this is some deep & honest ink LadyKilla
despite how you see yourself
you do deserve better..
love Crim
despite how you see yourself
you do deserve better..
love Crim
29th Jun 2017 7:26am
Well I don't think having a dark or depressing mind is necessarily a bad thing. I just feel that their is more to me than the good just like there is more than the bad. Unless someone is truly willing to understand that about me then they will have a hard time keeping me in their lives. Thanks for reading 🤗
Anonymous
27th Jun 2017 4:07pm
If it isn't an even balanced relationship, it's going to drain one of the two. When that happens one must make a decision that can be difficult. I've had to do this myself. It's never easy or fun. But not all of life is. Solid write and well expressed.
29th Jun 2017 7:31am
It is a very difficult decision, one that I'm not always comfortable with. I hate letting people down. I also hate not being there for someone in need. But I do understand that I need to think about my well being first. Thanks for reading 🤗
28th Jun 2017 12:55pm
expression of self. cathartic, healing, poetry in therapy- poetry is therapy. may all be healed.
29th Jun 2017 7:34am
Poetry is cheap therapy, lol. Whitch can be good or bad. It can make you drown deeper into feelings than needed. That can make a person go mad 😁 Thanks for reading 😋
29th Jun 2017 8:26pm
Anonymous
30th Jun 2017 1:49am
Killa, we all have good and bad sides to us if that's even what it should be called...perhaps areas of differences between two minds but if one is accepting of the other in all ways and what the other has to offer the relationship, those doffeeences can be put to the side. All things happen for a reason and you were friends for one and then not for another...in time the answer why will be known.
Xoxo Taryn
Xoxo Taryn
15th Jul 2017 1:18am
18th Jul 2017 8:20am
Honest and upfront, you have written it so well. Indeed a thought provoking. Thank you so muchnfor sharing and have a lovely day.
19th Jul 2017 7:22am
