Don't give up on me now.

Sitting in the world.
He's trying to break us down.
Sitting here thinking about my past.
Every little good, goes bad
Just look at us now.
In this world.
It used to be always in forever.
And to me it still is but every day it feels like he's holding us down .
I wanna forgive and I wanna believe in the other side.
I don't know what it is .
It feels like a rope just holding me down,
Like this little voice in my head saying it's ok, everything is going to be good Afterwards. But I know deep down that I don't wanna go, I know that it's where I need to be, and I know she  wants to build. For better or worse.
I wanna change for the best. I wanna believe because, it's what I want, and I know I gotta forgive
to move on, also I know you gotta praise and thank him and spread the word I know. But how do I know what I can't see.

Maybe he did the things to show me because he knows the other side has his hold on me. His grip is tight like something choking you but you can't see who it is.
Just maybe just maybe she's my angel trying to get me on the right path. Just maybe. All I know is that things happen for a reason.
Every time I try to believe it feels like something is holding me back.
I do know I love both of them.

Excuse the errors