You'll be back

You always come back.
It's like you can't let go of me.
But I feel like I can't let go of you either.
but I'm strong so I can.
And I will.
And I did.
Bettering myself and allowing someone else
The chance to treat me like the queen I am.
You'll be back and you'll see what you missed.
Busy with her but thinking about all of this.
So busy missing what was and now thinking about what could've been.
Physically liking her, but mentally loving me.
Giving her your time and saving none for me.
So what's to cling onto if nothing's there?
So what's to cling onto if you act like you don't care.

Moving forward in my colorful life.
As you watch through my window of trust.
A window that's unlocked, but hard to open.
So you break into it, and interrupt my happiness.
Wanting another chance.
But you broke my trust and have to fix it.
If you come back it will be different.
If you'd just been honest I would have opened it.

But you make the common mistakes repeatedly
So next time I will have to train you on how to be a king to me.