Pray for me

Pray for me
K.Caliber
 
I really am my father's son
Can't seem to get shit right
Except for maybe the shit I write
My words brought everyone close me
But will never understand how I live everyday in agony
Emotionally I'm still scarred and still leaving scars
I guess I now understand why women are from Venus and men reside on Mars
Mentally I'm still fucc'd up from all of my fucc ups
I'm just sitting looking for lucc to come
I got a better chance of gettin that gay bitch Lady Lucc to cum
I give lot of myself and yet I'm still selfish
I mean they wanted communications
So I communicated what was on my mind
But I'm Keithy's son I always speak at the wrong time
Maybe y'all just need to pray for me
Pray for Caliber, pray for KJ, pray for this short dark skin ain't shit nigga who first name is his daddy's middle name I speaking of Keith
Please believe my name been dragged through the mud of these streets
From the 400 blocc of Mental St. all the way to 61st and Emotional Ave.
From the outside lookin in y'all gotta think what problems could this nigga really have
Well how bout how my past decisions
Always wait to catch up
Example like how I didn't pay a seatbelt ticcet
And because of it 5 years later I couldn't attend my best friend's wedding
Middle finger to anyone who doesn't understand that was much more than upsetting
Pray for me
Pray that Karma stops bullshittin and either kills me or leaves me alone
Pray that goin out cobain style is something I'll continue to postpone
Pray she forgives me for that bullshit and my imperfect ways
Hopefully she understands I'm fightin to prove I'm not them but there will be some rough but not emotionally fatal days
Pray When I die it reads a loving husband over my grave
Muahfuccas Pray for me!
Pray my sons don't turn out like me
They don't follow all steps
And they experience love at its deepest depths
Pray my daughters never run across a nigga like me
You know One that's been through mental and emotional wars
Who views certain aspects of a relationship as chores
I leave the details to those prayers vague family business is family business
Trust me they'll know more
Just better for us if y'all know less
But I digress
Pray my life meant something to somebody
Pray my love touched souls
Pray I'm remembered for my highs
Pray I forgive myself for my lows
Pray I forgive myself for never forgiving
Pray I complete my life's mission
Whateva the fucc that is
I'm a continue fucc'n Karma and Depression
Just pray I don't get one of these bitches pregnant cuz we don't need kids
Pray for me