Confusion

Everything we've gone through, all the plans,
All the hoping and growing anticipation,
Suddenly dying and out of my hands,
And stopping every plan made after the firsts creation

But after a year, going another four apart,
I get you want to stay there with your mother, to work things out,
But watching her abuse you, it really hurts me straight to my heart
To have the strength to watch you suffer for so long, I have my doubts,

I want to be with you, but I'm not sure I can,
I'm finding myself doubting everything about myself and us,
And it's not simply because each of us want a different plan,
But you simply want to ignore it, and not discuss

It's your choice and I'll respect what you choose,
But as much as it pains me, you might be someone I have to lose