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Strong Enough to Leave (2013)
There is no strength left
in the pit of my soul
it's empty in there
a big black hole
I try every day
to live through this hell
but you can't see me
I mean nothing -oh well
I'm tired of being the last one thought of
I'm tired of dreaming of a better love
I'm tired of wanting it all from you
only to be swept away in my dreams by some other dude
you haven't been there
when I needed you most
you treat me like I'm failing
no matter how much I give up
I'm starting to believe you really don't care
it's scares me
I don't want to be
strong enough to leave.
in the pit of my soul
it's empty in there
a big black hole
I try every day
to live through this hell
but you can't see me
I mean nothing -oh well
I'm tired of being the last one thought of
I'm tired of dreaming of a better love
I'm tired of wanting it all from you
only to be swept away in my dreams by some other dude
you haven't been there
when I needed you most
you treat me like I'm failing
no matter how much I give up
I'm starting to believe you really don't care
it's scares me
I don't want to be
strong enough to leave.
Published 17th May 2017
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Anonymous
17th May 2017 12:12pm
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17th May 2017 8:17pm
Thank you, I'm so glad you like it, I wrote this year's ago and I actually never meant for this and some others I've published/plan to publish/write to be read by anyone else, however I've managed to find this place and simply include no one who knows me personally, so it's an anonymous outlet where I can share real content I would never post to places like Facebook etc. That may be cowardly in a way, but I have been through a lot of messed up stuff, and many people who know me in person would never want to see my raw reality...
