~ Peeked inside my Head? ~

Have you peeked inside my head?
May see some things you'd rather not
like tweaked and bitter thoughts
You'll find a wire hanger inside
~ Mommie Dearest would be upset ~
   I keep it hanging round if
 ever compelled
to hang my head
Pills are there too
helping me maintain:
              *
   * Prop me Up *
 
*     Knock me Out  *
              *
Doc says those
he's doling out
are really dope
and fix my brain
            
Don't look too far in my head
I'm afraid of what you'll find
got dark secrets locked-up there
deep within my messed-up mind.
Don't invade my panic room
that's where I decompress
after taking tons of happy pills
 
               I often get depressed....
     ...so inside those tiny spaces my inner-boy goes...
    it's a safer somewhere place that no-one else will even know...
....and at least in this space I'm always left to be here all alone.......
 

 Aside from all of that though I'm
     really just a normal guy!
:: ( if I remain anesthetized )::
                  
   I can appear quite alright
          on the outter-side
   ( at least until I come down )
 
Then I guarantee ~you will .Not. want me around...