CONCEPTUALIZE THIS©

He doesn't understand just how much I love him.  
I obsess over his smell his touch his command his demands.  
When I wake up in the morning I roll over just to smell his pillow because I know that he's already awake and has started his day and the chances of me being caught in the act are slim to none so I take advantage of the moment to bask in remnants of his energy.  
Just to know that he was here that his flesh touched the very spot where I now lay.  
Such a privileged delight.  
I take so much bliss in the rumination alone that I'm so moved to touch myself  
Only to come to the realization that even when you're not around I still am entranced by your being in every way imaginable.  
I emphasize on thoughts of you shoving your dick in my face  
the texture of your balls  
your big black dick when it's rock hard in my mouth and I whisper it to myself "YOUR BIG BLACK COCK IS SO HARD IN MY MOUTH"
And me begging my higher power to have mercy on me enough to release the cum from your dick because I know just how good you taste.  
I can taste it even now.  
It beckons an orgasm so strong and I cum so hard making sure not to make any noise so my cover isn't blown so you won't have to judge me and I wont feel ashamed or have to explain why I'm perving out on someone that already belongs to me when all that I really have to do is just ask him to do all those things to me that I love so much.  
He just doesn't know just how much I really really love him.