Natas  Deeds

Past thoughts ravaging my mind,
Past loves from a happier time.
The year i'm lost in was 1989.
Had a few crushes, nothing serious.
Never acted on them,was afraid to do this.
Now that i'm older, my world is alot colder.
Pessimist at it's best,
Older not bolder,
Sadist is less and less.
Sick sick all so sick.
All of it is just shit.
Begging to die, for it all to end.
Your scared to die, for in hell you'll fry, all from your sin.
Too many excuses you come up with to continue breathing.
More and more you'll always be sinning.
You grasp Satan's hand on a daily basis.
All the shit of living, satan helps you face this.
He'll lie to you all 24/7.
He knows how to keep your soul from going to heaven.
The demon seed has for you many devilish deeds.
On your dirty spirit, natas feeds.
Gnawing and gnashing.
You slowly feel your soul crashing.

The dark one.
The evil one.
The unholy one.
Does what he does for that sinful fun.
The nowheres to go,nowheres to hide.
Especially with the devil inside.
Many will deny it.
Many will fight it.
Natas in you, he will confide in you, that's what he strives for it.
Feeding my disease.
Fighting a losing battle, natas pretends to need me.
I should know better,it's how he deceives thee.
Filled up with hate.
For my soul,i pray it's not too late.
Deep down within, i know hell isn't my eternal resting place.
I believe in God.
I trust in God.
I have love for God.
I am willing to die for my God.

Just as he died for me.

               AMEN!!!