The Build Up Inside Of Me

Ya know, I am not usually an angry person
No. It isn't my style.
But my life seems to worsen
My life is just on trial

This build up of anger inside of me
Is taking complete control
Damn, why won't it leave?
In me it rules.

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Yeah, I'm scared
I dunno what to do
My life isn't layered
The blood flowing through my veins is the only thing that moves.

Maybe its the bullies that make me mad
Maybe the hyprocrites (sp?) that piss me off
Maybe its my lonliness that makes me sad
I am not supposed to be angry; I am a goth

What is this feeling?
What do I do about it?
My life is peeling
I walk away and spit

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The feeling has taken over
I think I am going insane
Hell yeah I am sober
It is just....pain.