everytime

everytime i look in my mirror i see what we once were
everytime i try to write your image blocks my mind
i wish i could erase the wasted time
but the more i try the more i fail
this guilt will surely follow me to hell
i had a love and i let her get away
now my lonelyness haunts me
who were you wanting me to be?
everytime i move on i end up here again
the same pain maddened around my brain
never gonna let me live the same
the liquor couldn't even help me escape
from the darkness that clouds my soul
for that i can't ever let you go
everytime i see the light at the end of the tunnel
that's when the lights dim and there i am all over again
everytime i try i always fall back to you...