Leave

I want to leave this place
I have to get out
I am going crazy
Because I can't scream or shout

I can't be me
Because me makes you mad
You're ruining my life,
Making it even worse than bad

I need to escape
To somewhere I can be free
Even if only for a while
I would be able to be me

I have no say in my life
You always tell me what to do
You can't accept I'm a different person;
One who doesn't think like you

I want to learn from MY mistakes
If I get murdered than that's my fate
I'm okay with that because in the end
I'll be knocking at heaven's gate

You invade my personal space
Going through my things? Checking my mail?
No, I can't tell you how to trust me
That is something only time will tell.

I may screw up my life,
Or have a kid in the next two years
But I would have no regrets
And I wouldn't suffer many tears

You need to let me go
Because at the rate I'm going
I won't live to be 20
It's my life I'll be throwing.

Can you understand
Or do you think you can control that too
I'm telling you that you don't know much about me
Because Suicide is something I very well may do.