Feel My Pain Drown In My Cries

Do you want me gone? Am I something you frown upon?
Do I make you sick? Break out in a sweat? Quiver painfully like your dying? Grind your teeth and bite your tongue? Holding back the pain...the tears...the guilt...the shame?

[b][b]The fact that I was just a baby, and there's only [b]YOU to blame[/b]!!![/b][/b]

Do you panic late at night? See my face when you close your eyes?
Are you scared to be alone? Are you scared to be in the dark?
Could you look me in the eyes? Would you even apologize?
Do you have an answer why? Do you have night terrors almost every night?!?!

YOU SICK MOTHER FUCKER I HOPE YOU DIE,FEEL MY PAIN,DROWN IN MY CRIES!

I want you gone. Far,far away, off this planet. I frown upon you. You make me sick, Break out in sweats,Quiver painfully like i'm dying.Grind my teeth and bite my tongue, holding back my tears and pain.
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The fact that I was just a baby, and there's only YOU to blame!!!![/b][/b]
I panic late at night. See your face when I close my eyes.
I'm scared of the dark...and being alone.
Please. Look me in the eyes, man up and apologize...for fucking up my life! Grow a dick and tell me why? Why you give me night terrors every night!
Did it feel good to hear me cry? Asking "why daddy(pat), why?"
You really hurt me. Inside and out.
You stole my innocence...and crashed my only dream.

Your such a monster.. I was to little to put up a fight and when I did you made it all worse. Longer. Harder. And more painful.
Did it feel good to tear my skin? You just watched me bleed and cry that night. I was supposed to be your child.
"Foster child in possession of your trust!"
You really fucked it up. You really let me down.
You were supposed to show me what a parent was, but instead you only showed violence and abuse. You really took advantage of me yet you were still a good guy just cause you were also the police.
I wish you could feel my pain. You took my innocence away..

The fact that I was just a baby and there's only YOU to blame.

Your a cold heart'd chomo.


[b][b]YOU SICK MOTHER FUCKER I HOPE YOU DIE,FEEL MY PAIN,DROWN IN MY CRIE[/b]S!![/b]