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Still
Every decision turns
into another incision
countless cuts on my heart
incapable of healing
the pain is unending,
at times
I'm flirting with suicide,
making eyes at homicide
obsession is my drug
I overdose on thoughts of
tying your wrists and
forcing your kiss.
birthed by your absence you
still fuck my head
on a daily basis,
I must have misread
the signs again girl
blissfully believing I'm still
a crucial part of your world
and who you are internally
You're cemented deep
inside me
this love stilll has me twirling
eternally dizzy
I'll never be able to EVEN dream
of being stable
forever cussing at the top of
my lungs, drowning out
the good in my life
the way you snuffed out the
light inside me
with one swift night
into another incision
countless cuts on my heart
incapable of healing
the pain is unending,
at times
I'm flirting with suicide,
making eyes at homicide
obsession is my drug
I overdose on thoughts of
tying your wrists and
forcing your kiss.
birthed by your absence you
still fuck my head
on a daily basis,
I must have misread
the signs again girl
blissfully believing I'm still
a crucial part of your world
and who you are internally
You're cemented deep
inside me
this love stilll has me twirling
eternally dizzy
I'll never be able to EVEN dream
of being stable
forever cussing at the top of
my lungs, drowning out
the good in my life
the way you snuffed out the
light inside me
with one swift night
Published 15th Feb 2017
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15th Feb 2017 00:28am
Ahhh . . . Though no comfort to you, Shadez, I have been there, done that. You think you will forever go down in the flames of misplaced love. Not going to be easy, and again, I understand, but one day you will see someone out of the corner of your eye that will steal your heart. Happened to me three times, and as they say, and it actually was true in my case, the third one was the charm.
15th Feb 2017 11:10am
