The light shine upon thee

The light shine upon thee
 
You see they call me beautiful, if they only knew the richness of my soil it'd spoil their appetite.
Their mind would go beyond space.
They will look into my eyes instead of
Remembering my heart.
Such darkness full of light.
Without the moon and the stars darkness can't bright up the world.
My world you don't even exist.
You couldn't even image
my emptiness, fear and scars.
My battle lock up in a cell.
My mind been turmoil.
Spirit broken.
Eyes swollen.
Skin bruise.
Fatherless, hopeless, loveless
Sexual assault, bones in the closet.
Devil at my door.
Hidden under covers.
Dark secrets reveal.
Nights tearing on pillow.
Am I still beautiful?
Am I the truth?
Am I your angel?
Every angle of life was dead zone
Till I heard a whisper in my heart.
I felt thee light shine upon me.
Soak in my tears, chanting sounds
Filling the room.
Kneeling down to my knees
No shoulder lean on
No arms to hold to me.  
Left alone in my cold world.
Ticking bomb I am.
Waiting for me to nuclear attack  
Myself.
In flesh he stood.
In spirit I left.
Life of the twilight zone.
Feeling universe orbiting.
Looking into the mirror at my shatter
life.Those who have a platter of shrimps and dip.
I just had dip of shit.
Contagious of filth,
Yet you call me beautiful.
From a frown to smile reaching across the world.
Miles and Miles my spirit came back to me.
Took years of been in dungeon.
Life fill with beauty and the beast.
Yet my garden grew.
The roots of beauty is the seed,
A seed that just in dirt.
Am I beautiful still?
Did you just get the chill of reality.
Life is no real pageant.
Painted nightmares.
Written dreams.
Blues of life,
Yet you still don't have a damn clue what is the meaning of Beautiful.
Light shine upon thee.
I've risen from darkness.
#linathepoetic