the look, the feeling, the place

the deepest feeling
like that porn video you can never find again. . .
like that ex you can't let go of
cause they creep in your mind time and time again. . .
deeply embedded
in emotions and never exterior. . .
dropping to see what's beneath
make you fall to levels from perspectives of inferior. . .
yeah, me, i'm that feeling
that you're chasing every time you hit the blunt. . .
yeah i'm that feeling
when you climax,when you cum. . .
so like i said
a feeling and not a look. . .
unscripted emotions and pleasures
i'm the coldest feeling  
that over time has you shook. . .
i'm that feeling  
when you're with your bestfriend and you hope y'all have a bond that'll never break. . .
i'm that feeling
when you've been hurt so many times and a new guy comes and you start to contemplate. . .
maybe, i'm not a look or a feeling
maybe i'm actually a place. . .
maybe i'm the location where your mind goes
and where for eternity you wish it could stay. . .
yeah, i'm there
when you pay your debts or when you handle something that could've went so bad. . .
yeah,i'm that place
when you hotbox in the car and see the police pass. . .
maybe i'm it all
the look,the feeling, and the place. . .
like when you thought you spent all your money
but had $100 dollars saved. . .
i'm the smile on your face,
that satisfaction you feel inside. . .
the deepest ecstasy,
the indefinite most high. . .