COLLEGE EDUCATED JUNKIE

A mind that's twisted
A soul that's worthy of death
A past of regret
A nobody worth nothing
One who must suffer
One who inflicted pain
One who sold his soul
The drug addict  
The liar and user
The unreliable
Borrower and beggar
Pawn shop star
Seller of it all
Looking to buy a early death

Cant trust no one
Starting with myself  
I just go with the lies
Accept the knock offs
Pretend they genuine
No thought to my answers
I'm wrong on every question
Hold my opinion
Nod like I'm agreeing
Reading between the lines
Stopped looking for help
To weak to give up
I just give in and lay here
Getting the shit beat out of me
Becoming numb to the pain
Kill me today
I'm so undeserving of tomorrow

I have nothing left in me
Not a feeling to show
No tear to let go
Not a smile I'm able to flash
All laughed out
Lack of energy
Strength is maxed
My heart is black
A wasted life filled by wasted time
Quit asking why
I'm a waste of air
Accept that this is where my life will end
Crack house filled with dope heads
Want to be pissed but truth is
Right here is where I deserve to be
All I ask is
Give this letter to my family
And
Take the needle out of my arm
Incase my mom finds me