Faith in words

I'm not great with you. It's hard just to trust in you. Why can't I just make a way. Why do I have to wait on you. I need it now, want it now, it's just complicated. If I only had you i feel like my life wouldn't be so lost. How can you move a mountain when I feel like it's weighing down on me. How long must I wait for an answer? Ok put in work... what an invisible hope. If that work I put in was my doing. Or
 was it (questions no answers) Faith a word or reality. Faithful ha throw that around like love. Who is it Now. (Knees pray to the Lord no answer Faith.) Tired of the waiting game I need answers now! What's crazy is if everything was given would we fight. Persevere thru the hard times. Have hope in anything. Faith I need you in my life, work, love, heart soo cold need to believe again. FAITH come Home