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Untitled Poem
Here comes november
Here comes our ‘anniversary’
Here comes the first year supposed to be
Here comes nothing but memories
I hate having this feeling
I hate the fact that i still love you
I hate you even more everyday
And fuck you, coz you leave me
Since you left me i got worse
I changed myself
Hoping you’ll win me back
But fuck it, you didnt
I ended up feeling nothing
Nothing but sadness, pain.
I am hopeless, very pathetic
And its all because of you
How i wish i didnt met you
But fck, im thankful that i have you once
Im thankful because you loved me
Even in the most shortest time
Thank you coz you let me feel loved
Thank you coz you let me feel pain
Thank you coz you let me feel everything
Thank you for being my first time
My first time in everything..
November is such a wonderful month
But then i wish november never exist
So do i, i wish not to exist
Because im dead anyways.
I DIED BECAUSE OF YOU.
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PS I wrote this last november 2016. I posted this in my private account at tumblr. so, i just want to share this here. it's not the best but i hope you still like it tho. thanks!
Sincerely, V.
Here comes our ‘anniversary’
Here comes the first year supposed to be
Here comes nothing but memories
I hate having this feeling
I hate the fact that i still love you
I hate you even more everyday
And fuck you, coz you leave me
Since you left me i got worse
I changed myself
Hoping you’ll win me back
But fuck it, you didnt
I ended up feeling nothing
Nothing but sadness, pain.
I am hopeless, very pathetic
And its all because of you
How i wish i didnt met you
But fck, im thankful that i have you once
Im thankful because you loved me
Even in the most shortest time
Thank you coz you let me feel loved
Thank you coz you let me feel pain
Thank you coz you let me feel everything
Thank you for being my first time
My first time in everything..
November is such a wonderful month
But then i wish november never exist
So do i, i wish not to exist
Because im dead anyways.
I DIED BECAUSE OF YOU.
********
PS I wrote this last november 2016. I posted this in my private account at tumblr. so, i just want to share this here. it's not the best but i hope you still like it tho. thanks!
Sincerely, V.
Published 9th Jan 2017
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5th May 2020 9:02pm
I can relate to much of this.
Your prose are very lyrical and deeply personal. I hope you managed to move on from this episode and heal sufficiently. You'll never forget the pain from the past but at least it can be channelled artistically.
XXX
Your prose are very lyrical and deeply personal. I hope you managed to move on from this episode and heal sufficiently. You'll never forget the pain from the past but at least it can be channelled artistically.
XXX
