Heaviest

 

Heaviest thing I have ever tried to carry; is this load I carry with-in this heart, it so full of despair of thing that I can’t chance, an as profound as this is; I really can’t relieve this weight;for it is strapped down deep with-in me. These massive feelings of hopelessness over-whelms me, with guilt an forgiveness for myself seems imposable; with these emotions overpowering me; my heart is in a stalemate. I don’t know what to do or say; should I try to cry or should I just stay the same on this edge of  insanity with the burdens I carry?