Fuck Me Sideways

 I am now craving the darkness
Clearly defined by its starkness
I’ve switched off the tunnels end
Now light and colours I transcend
I no longer need to seek the light
I prefer the blackness of the blight
I bathe in my new fashioned reality
Celebrating my refashioned mentality
I die in the day time
I live for the night

It’s time for the blood letting to begin
I don’t give a fuck if it’s really a sin
Your blade work is painfully artistic
My pain is pleasurably masochistic
My passion now the straps and chains
Strip me with bullwhip, paddle and canes
I’m deeply in love with the pain you provide
As you slash my chest as you sit astride
I die in my day time
I live for your night

I want you to bite down hard on my stumps
Stiletto my inner thighs until my body slumps
Slap me back to consciousness, be my rescue
Kick me wide awake ensuring that I praise you
Our sex is overrated, my pain is our paradise
In this darkness I practice my orgasmic sacrifice
The vinegar you use to massage my open cuts
Stings almost as good when you bite my nuts
I die in our day time
I live for our night

It’s time for you to increase my pain and bleed
It’s time for you to increase your appetite and feed
Increase the burn, the rage and screaming that fuels
Time to take it to the next level using power tools
Time for drilling, sawing and strangulation
My plea; Lead me not into benign stagnation
Lead me by the nose ring to the hanging tree
Truth be known, now I want you to kill me
There is no day time
There is only night