i do not know if you could ever understand

imagery of i
constant in my mind
i wish i could be consistent in something more
thoughts that i virtually cant run from

he hopes not of it forever
he knew a thing was not adding up
he must learn what triggers him
mirrors?

i recall abstaining from my image
hiding mirrors
hiding from mirrors
so many perspectives
is that my gift?

only since the actual knowledge of this
he seems not to be able to abstain from mirrors
thoughts seep in through his safe haven
there is no running from BDD