I Deserve Me

 Sometime I Ask Myself
Am I Not Good Enough?
Is There Something Wrong with Me?
Is it My Actions or The Words I Say?
Or Is It The Way I Portray Myself,  A Beautiful Black Queen
I Know I've Been Hurt, Shit I've Been Traumatized From It, But I Still Have Hope
I Pray for A Change to Better Myself and Never Be Torn Again
I Know I'm Not Perfect, But Somehow I Feel Worthless
My Family Raised Me Right, What Did I Do To A Deserve This?
I Guess I Have to Trust the Lord and Find His Purpose
Before I End Up With Someone Who Ain't Worth Shit
Patience is What I Need and To Learn From.
Don't Let Society and Media Fool Me on Unconditional Love and Loyalty
Because At The End of The Day, A Woman Should Be Treated Like Royalty
Nowadays Women Go Naked for A Like or Some Sex
Instead of Searching for Intellectual Compatibility
I Don't Want to Be A Woman Who Searches for Love or Needing Confirmation to Know That I'm Beautiful
Because it Should Come Naturally
Maybe I'll Meet That Guy Soon or In A Couple Of Years
But Within This Time, Its Best I Focus on Me 💯