negative vibe

When you are not around
Past seems like a dream
Were you really here?
Do my memories have a reflection to reality?
I am still so fucking weak

I 'll never know to whom I link
Oneness fights the definition of duality
the light inside you is so dim
that's why it hasn't yet been found....




My thin thread of hope
the intentions untold
the things I hide from most of the world

An old wit myth
my body on filth
myself under ego is trying to breathe

I won't stay long
I'll die like a dog
but don't cry for this life is only a prologue

Perhaps, I'll survive
and make up a lie
to serve it with a pipe to my disturbed mind

A rational sore
by my carers' lore
attract back to me what I've fought before

Announcements are made
My ballast weight
is sucking my energy and leaving me drained