I have to go

The mornings that are too bright they tempt me to quit
as i am crashing down as the world still goes by
when i uncovered everything , i latched myself onto it
I squeezed your cold fingers and whilst you still smile
I can't find any words to say, and my eyes start to blur
If it starts, it will someday end.
I won't give you any excuses
at least i try to keep you warm  
God, please just give me a little more time
What lays beyond this?
when i have to go
You are strong so you don't look back
even if it means you're not coming back tomorrow
like the petals that start to fall, is just the memory of you
That overflows in my heart,
It creates a deep sea, and there I drown
A sad awakening
one i cannot hide
But still the world is beautiful
And the mornings are still bright
It made me sad
I want to see you, remember again